Confessions of a Spiritual Channel

“People all over the world, join hands … start a love train, love train.”
– Music playing in the “background” as I channel information from Xenia about her collective

Xenia is the embodied spirit guide form of a 7th dimensional Pleiadian collective who I have been channeling for a little less than a year now. Though in the beginning I was unable to accurately interpret her form, I now consistently see her as a purple-blue energy in an adult female body, with long, flowing clothing, sparkling white hair, and a buoyantly joyous and loving heart. Our relationship has grown immensely throughout this time, during which I’ve taken classes at the Open Heart Channeling School and also practiced for many hours on my own. When I channel, I know it’s Xenia because she emanates divine, unconditional love, safety, and acceptance. She zooms in from the top left of my energy field from the Pleiadian star system, and either appears in front of me, or with my permission, merges into the right side of my body. I’ve gotten to know her energetic signature through consistent practice and confirmation from my teacher. She is a supportive friend and wise sage who I can consult without fear. I am grateful to be connected to this guide, this Part of Me, who loves me, offers healing and guidance, and empowers me to make my own decisions.

One of my New Year’s Resolutions is to channel as often as possible. Channeling is an exercise in focus, grounding, cleansing, psychic perception, trust, discernment, boundary setting, and spiritual evolution. This practice gives me the opportunity to hone my energy healing skills, which are dependent upon my ability to intelligently choose, remain within and channel certain frequencies to myself or a client for extended amounts of time.

I’m beginning to integrate all of the years of energy healing trainings and solitary practice into an understanding that channeling is a pivotal skill I’m refining in this lifetime. I am learning how to identify which “dimension” I’m in at any given moment, which can be the mental plane, emotional plane, astral plane, physical plane, or beyond. As someone who often chose to dissociate as a coping skill in childhood and adolescence, it is imperative that I have this awareness so I don’t just simply “float away.” Also, being a regular meditator, I am (sometimes painfully) aware when my mind is racing. I require tools to quiet the mind, otherwise it can result in some admittedly psychotic and generally uncomfortable situations. Acknowledging that I’m in the mental dimension, and that it needs some loving attention, is a helpful and grounded way not only to soothe my mind, but to shift out of that energy completely into my emotions, physical senses, or some other intentional plane of existence.

The incredible truth being revealed to me through this practice is that we as human beings are powerful. Powerful! Not only those “in power”, who certainly know a thing or two about magic, manifestation, and energy control, but everyone on Earth and beyond. Our human bodies are actually divinely constructed with all of the keycodes needed to become Ascended Masters. We can see into our bodies, know what they need, heal them, love ourselves, love others. It is not only possible, but it is our birthright, and our ultimate, true nature. 

How do we know what is truthful in a world full of astronomical, intentional deceit? Because truth is true regardless of who believes it. Further, truth is not “learned” but rather “remembered.” Truth vibrates through the body, activating divine DNA and changing ourselves, our ancestry, the future of the planet, instantaneously and eternally. Truth is an embodied, undeniable, mystical experience that opens up entire realms of new possibilities for ourselves and all beings everywhere.

Let’s be real, I’m no Buddha, no Boddhissatva (not yet!); I am not special, I am not a chosen one. Here and now, I am human. As such, I still experience myself as flawed, a layer cake of illusion, clawing my way through to the “other side.” But I am also a multi-dimensional being, eternal, already pure and perfect on some level that is increasingly accessible to me. In this form and in future lifetimes, I will continue to discover truths, in their simple and wordless forms. Though I don’t consciously “know everything”, I am still choosing to speak my Truth now, in service of my own empowerment. The fact that I can talk about the real experience of my own divinity, without getting killed, is a modern-day privilege that I am taking full advantage of. The world needs change, and that change will not come from “innovation” or technology, or more, more, more. That change comes from within. It is time for us to remember our sovereign, divine nature.

Know that, in speaking of these “fantastical” realities, some people will reject these notions, sometimes violently and with oppression. That is what people have been conditioned to do. There is no use in trying to change anyone’s ideas. Don’t waste your breath on people who have already made up their minds; besides, liberation is not an intellectual exercise. It is a Soulful, real phenomenon that each individual must experience for themselves, in their own way, in their own timing. When we are personally at peace with our own inner knowing, there is really no need to defend or oppose. Love and wisdom become the only constants worthy of our precious attention.

Be willing to believe in your sovereignty, your divinity, your uninterrupted connection to All That Is. Open your heart, your mind, your Self to the possibility of a more magical life. Remain discerning, however, because there are people and forces who would choose to take advantage of this openness, if you allow them to. Fortunately, you know how to protect yourself. Be the wizened sage that you already are. Be the guru whose feet you would wash and kiss in worshipful, selfless ecstasy—and be willing to see others clearly, for the light and the darkness that they reflect is designed to lead us home.

“Friends can become foes if given permission to hold you back from taking steps toward living a Heaven on Earth reality. Be willing to let go of limiting beliefs and renew your identity. Truth comes to those with pure intentions; and all intentions to know Truth, at their core, are perfectly pure.”
– Xenia & Kelly Janae