A Weird Welcome

Welcome to my world
Where Mercury retrograde-square-Mars is a Big Deal
Where all of your dreams can come true!
Eventually.
Where all the colors of the rainbow flow through me like air…
(because most of the time I’m barely there)
My cells exist everywhere
I am infinite
Finite only for now
and now
and now…

Sacred space is anathema to the tornado of my mental state
Spinning wild, out of control
Where the thoughts go, no one knows…
Except for me, that is.
Living in my head,
Floating three feet above Earth, like a ghost in existential crisis
My life is a mess
But I love you, and that makes it better.

My friends stick around no matter the weather
We stampede through storms like raging Buffalo
Rub our bellies on the Earth like Snake
And howl our gratitude at the moon
Ah, it feels great to be alive!
At least, sometimes
In those fleeting moments where the discomfort of body and mind subsides
Until I remember that the flesh is ephemeral
And the sadness strikes again
“Oh, well“: the anthem of cyclic existence.

Forgotten —
Ancient knowledge besieged and betrayed for power and pride
Cowardice sure takes interesting forms.
Meanwhile, I cope with madness by writing sick rhymes
with indefinable style
or lack thereof

There you have it.
Welcome to my world.

Now could you kindly get the fuck out?